2 sides
drink a glass of sorrow,
eat ur humble bread....
all d tings we shld hav done n all d tings we said...
Was diz supposed 2 help?
Help 2 suppress d pain?
cuz all it did was help me 2,
drive myself insane...
all ur burnin desires....
every materialistic greed...
expect me 2 supply 2,
ur each n every need...
Now i left,
u i nv intended 2 serve....
U had comitted theft,
theft of my luv....
A kiss on d nose,
Pinch at d cheeks...
in d freezer dere it lay my fav chocolate chips....
wen i luk at u ,
starin back at me....
ur eyes were lyk a portrait 4 only me 2 c....
wen i felt ur lips,
pressin against mine,
it was lyk wasabe ice cream,
hot yet so cool all at d same tyme...
to feel ur arms arnd my waist,
it sure adds 2 diz amusing taste...
if u wan i can even pinky swear,
if u need me i'll b dere....
went crazii; at
4:07 PMAfter Da Storm
Storms over now, d sky iz clear,
everyting's gone now xcept dis last teer...
u came n took away all my fear...
juz woke up frm my sleep,
realized without u my bed's juz 1 big rubbiszh heap
beef sure aint cows favourite food
juz lyk we stayin 2gettha ain gonna do uz no good....
dey sae u gotta move on in life,
im tryin not 2 stab myself wif a knife...
may b a sccisorz would be betta 4 me
i alwayz end up livin d same story...
Dey also said life ain't alwayz fair,
i never realli care,
Butt now it seemz i do, after what i've been thru?
Sumtimes i juz wanna fly,
juz wanna be free lyk a seagull soarin over d open sea...
How come i alwayz seem 2 be stuck,
den lyk go "wat da f*ck?"
Somehow it feelz gd bein tied dwn,
Not able to tink freely or even move arnd...
but stayin committed ain't an E.Z. ting
May b itz juz a fling,
May b it aint worth it givin dat diamond ring...
Hey kiddo over dere,
didn't ur mama teach u it aint nice 2 stare?
i noe itz abt my hair....
im juzz a freak,
in diz lonely wurld
hopin 2 meet my freaki gurl...
in the shadows at least i can find,
an incy winci piece o' mind....
i dun noe how long i can can stay diz way,
hidin me self frm ppl all day...
i've been hated 2 d core..
by diz stupid b*tchy wh*res..
can't stand it anymore...
can't wait till my discrimination become a past,
dunno how long will diz last... ok diz is gettin crappily long...
but hey, dun get me wrong,
itz not dat i dun wanna wryte on no more,
itz juz dat it will turn ur interest into bore,
so dun blame me if ya ur ears get sore...
went crazii; at
3:57 PMDa Break Up
Shine the sun,
shower the rain...
wat izzit dat made me feel so pain...
Izzit whu?Could it be true?
i dun lyk d feeling of losing you...
u didn't hav 2 go, it waz up 2 u,
So y d hell did u choose to?
Now im here, all alone, cryin my blood down to the bone..
dere's no shoulder, left 4 me 2 lean
im not blamin u 4 bein so mean...
We are gone, we r thru..
dere's no such thing as "us" or "me n u"...
i noe deep dwn u don't want dis too...
Don't bother tellin me ur reasons y,
it don't matter no more so all i can sae iz bye...
u sae dere's notin i can do,
makes me hope the love u HAD 4 me waz true...
ever heard Eamon's don't want u back?
when u do listen don't go "wat da heck"...
ya of coz i can still b ur frd,
but iz diz realli d way u want diz 2 end?
thx N.E wayz 4 wat u've done,
i'd never in my life had so much fun..
N whoever's reading dis don't take it to heart,
I wazn't tokin bout' u right frm da start...
went crazii; at
3:47 PMIf
If u caN PLzz amuse me, im bored...
If u hate me, beat me 2 da ground...
If u luV me, muz tell me...
If u kill me, plz leave me head intact(WIF da HAir on my head, Never i sae neva touch d hair)
If u kiss me, no tongue k?
If u do a pinky swear wif me, dun break me finga off...
If u stab me in da back, dun freak out if ya c my blood iz black(or sum other colour other den wat itz supposed 2 be...izzit purple?oh rite red)
If u r cryin ur head off, my shoulder's alwayz dere 2 catch ur head...
If u need advice, u'd betta tink twice coz wat i sae izznt alwayz right...it could be left..
If u pizz me off, wait 1 dae n i'll b ok..
If u wanna jump off a building, call me n i'll pei u 2 jump(muz b at least 10 stories high otherwise im goin home n ur goin wif me!!!)
If u tink im crazy, guess wat ur rite n u probably r crazii too if u read untill here
If u have trouble understandin d crap i rite ask me!
If i got notin left 2 rite, dun blame me coz i realli got notin lefta write!!!
went crazii; at
3:33 PM