D runaway(elopement??)
Close ur eyes...
A kiss on d forehead....
ur bedtyme storiee,
has already been said...
hope u will feel safe,
Noein i'd b here...
so hope u can hav a gd rez,
n may ur mind be clear...
Of anyting dat may make u feel insecure...
Wen ur havin a nitemare,
I'll smutha u in my arms....
Keep u safe all nite,
Frm all dese not-so-real harms...
I'll close ur mouth wif my lips,
if u start yellin in ur slp....
swear i wun bite ur tongue,
dats a promise i'll keep...
Cant wait for tmr 2 arrive,
but d nite juz seem so long...
In d mornin we shall run 4eva, as far as we can,
Regardless of wad we're doin iz right or wrong...
Hop on d earliest boat leavin,
sail away wif d wind....
exactly 18 hrs frm now we'll b watchin d sun hit d horizon,
N on ur shoulder i'll lean....
seein u smile in ur slp,
watchin ur stunningly beautiful face...
hopin dat in ur dreams,
i'd be in dere sum place...
hopin dat wen u giggle,
u'd b tinkin of me...
dun worri my pretty grl,
tmr, tmr we shall b 4eva free....
went crazii; at
11:16 PMMissing u
Im missin u,
missing so bad,
i'll always b here so plz dun b sad...
A white rose,
growing on d beach...
the luv of only 1 person it preach..
paranoia,
grows all around...
hate 2 hear diz sickening sound...
of stupid voices in my head,
tellin me im betta off dead..
mayb in it dere iz sum truth....
im useless n broken lyk a leaking roof...
sh*t holy...im becoming all phoney....
u can let go 4eva or pick me up n hold me...
n hell ya i dun feel 2 gd....
n sorrie guys in a bad mood...
luks up 2 d sky a purple moon...
hopin i'll get 2 c u soon...
wish dat u r here wif I,
at least ur free of my stupid sigh....
haix...lonely nite again....
wif nthin here 2 ease my pain....
ease d pain of a cut in diz heart,
n havin my blood 2 make disfigured art.....
red was stained across the wall....
n d same it was all down d hall.....
i dun even noe wad i did wrong,
so y d hell i hav 2 miss u 4 so long....
went crazii; at
6:35 AMMe
Dis is whu i am, not wat ppl wan me 2 b....
dis is the way i live, and i dun care if u lyk me...
Moz ppl juz live deir life day aftr day not noeing wat 4....
All dey want iz 2 enjoy more....
Wat dey dunno iz dat dey du not live in reality,
Dey live in a wurl of greed n irresponsibility...
life can appear 2 ppl 2 many in a simple way
Luv makes d wurl go round sum sae...
4 her wateva she wanted she got,
Surrounded by material she grew up 2 rot...
He never waz really wat i would call "him",
Pieces of his so-called frds waz wat he seem...
U were everyting dat i could eva tink
we were made 4 each oda and im not gonna let us sink...
I can b ur punki boy toy...
or a War Hero lyk d 1 in troy...
U gave my life meaning,
4eva on me u can be leaning...
I neva hav been normal n i neva will be again,
i'll be ur shelter in d torrentous rain....
i'll be d darkness when dere iz light...
i'll be ur's only in d lonely nite....
went crazii; at
6:12 AM