Thursday, December 30, 2004


Troubles

Dere's 2 much trouble,
so much unrest....
its a tough road ahead ,
but i'll do me best...

we've gone down a long road,,
n had many regrets..
did many wrong tings,
placed many wrong bets...
but dere's no turning back now,
its rebellion all d way...
n we'll fight till our dying day....
fight 4 wad we want
4 wad truly mean
coz dere's 2 much hurt we've seen
once u let go,
it mite nv come back...
wad u really need
a part of u dat lack....
grab it 4 it's ur life,
wad u've been living so long for....
if u dun nab it now
i mite nv come knockin on ur door...
wen ur feelin dwn
go smack urself arnd...
no use feelin sad....
gotta move on no matta how bad...
but du give urself sum tyme...
2 piece 2getha wads left behind...
n head down d road again...
cuz u noe it's not yet d end...





went crazii; at

10:41 PM



Sunday, December 05, 2004


Birthdae Wish(wif extracts of err..eminem's juz loose it)

i dunno y im feelin dis,
but i juz do...
bet ur probably laughin ur shit out,
noein i still cant get over u...
2morrow's my supposedly big day,
celebratin 14 yrs of life.....
13 yrs of loneliness,
46 days wif u as my wife....
d time we had 2gether,
loved every single bit...
but ryte now all i can hear,
iz eminem tellin me 2 just lose it....
every1 else iz tellin me d same ting so...
but whenever i do manage 2 let go,
u juz keep comin back in2 my head,
d hugs, d kisses, d lies u said...
my life iz stuck here it can no longer advance,
oh shit eminem's comin 2 make me dance,
every1 give it up 4 d birthdae boys,
n papa even got u a brand new bag of toys,
Blow d candles sing a birtdae song,
u only get 2 wish 1 tyme so cannot wish wrong,
i close my eyes n tink of wad 2 wish....
i wish big bully wun gimme a ka-bish,
wait my eyes swollen until luk lyk goldfish...
no no i wish no boy wuld come touch my body,
no i mean grl of coz can touch my body...
wait i tink i'll choose dis juz 1 wish...
i wish dat u will still rmb my bdae
dunno wish so many time le still will wrk not,
but heck la....
hope u after u left me u haven 4got,
dat i still luv u la....
as a friend, a bitch, a lover, my sun, my sea....
u dun hafta come touch my bodiee....
u juz maybbe could wish me a happie birthday...
den may b i culd 4get u n tell d world i turned gay(as in happy, seriously, eh dun luk at me liddat)...


went crazii; at

10:17 PM




HeRE i am my words are blood red

and here's what came out of my crazy little head

well if only words were enough to say

all thats inside me that i wanna express

here;s what words CAN potray

read and you'll know the rest
Me

Jonas Ho
shotgun seventeen


I can't go back
*Read the old 1s i think they are nicer*

Links

-My non-poem blog-
-Link-

Somethings . ARE . Better . Left . Said

Credits
Deviantart - Image
MIzZ FrEAq - Designer